Sigh

It is wednesday now. I am still unemployed though I have filled out applications online and done some driving around to look for a temporary job at least. I do not want to work more than 45-50 hours a week max! I don't want to have to babysit a building. I'm sick of being the boss.

I continue to work on art and do a few calls a day to smoke shops. If I could just get this thing to catch on I believe i could really put together a nice supplemental income to a regular job. Hopefully in 3 years Art will be the primary job that i supplement with a few hours a week somewhere else.

I have not been writing regularly and feel bad about that. I did drag my lazy ass to the gym today and i do feel pretty good about that.

It is hard to have faith. Especially the type of person I am.