Mid Day

I like my new journal. The idea of keeping it electronically is more convenient. Plus its less likely to be stolen or lost like a traditional journal. I do however feel myself being a bit hesitatnt to write EVERYTHING that happens in my life. I know the sex and drugs and rock and roll is a very attractive story. I've had my share. Now.... I just want to focus on getting healthy and employed. Physically, spiritually, and emotionally, healthy! No drugs or alcohol.

I am prone to self loathing and mild depression. Just how i roll i guess. You would never know it from first impressions though. I get a little anxious in social situations and have difficulty hearing in crowded rooms. I'm probably about 30% deaf in both ears from several factrors.

Soon I will go meet with another potential retail outlet for my work. A local place called The Headstand. Goal is to sell him at least 40 dollars worth of merchandise. Incense burners...I'll let you know how it goes.